Taking time for yourself

" A Woman's work is never done"- Unknown

This quote for me is ever true.  No matter what is going on I feel as if my work is never complete.  In between keeping my house clean, doing my 9-5 work, running Chi Fashionista and taking care of my children I find that the work load is never finished.  I have found that I HAVE to take time for myself or I get upset with my husband, frustrated with the dogs and non willing to work.  Thought this is a necessary thing it is not always an easy task .  I always find my self wanting to move on to the next task instead of relaxing or taking time for myself.  I have now decided each day no matter what is going on what tasks need to be completed I am going to take some time to myself.  It could be as simple as just to paint my toenails or to take a bubble bath and read a magazine. I am hoping this will improve my mental status and give me a sense of happiness. 

Dealing with Disappointment

Disappointment is one of the hardest things to deal with.  As this month's trying to get pregnant came and went with no success it is hard to deal with the projections of doing this month after month.  As if changing my eating habits, drinking habits, and not taking any medications was nothing short of a miracle I don't think I can do it again with this disappoint in the air.  It would be different if I knew this would be the month and then I can do this for 9 more months because I have a little one to think about but to do it and have no end result! It's just too much.  I'm going to take this next week off, try not to think about it and see where we end up. I just find it so awful that you are taught from the time you hit puberty that if you have sex you're going to get pregnant.  Now I want to be pregnant more than anything and I can't get pregnant.  It's quite frankly: ANNOYING.  Not to mention my facebook feed is FULL of babies.. People getting pregnant, people having babies, pictures of babies its enough to make someone sick more less some who wants the same thing! I love all my friends, and those with babies I love your children.  So please forgive me if I have some rude comment to say or fail to cheer those who are newly pregnant.  I am just envious.

Changes

Sorry for my lack of posting.. I have been experiencing alot of changes happening in my life lately phsyically, emotionally and just in general.  Let start with those most ovious.. I got new glasses. 

They were much more expensive then I thought they would be but of course my insurance didn't cover them at all but at least they are cute.  I was getting major headaches and they are less strong than my last set and should be helping.  Then I got my new phone. The amazing Droid X. 

 I absolutly love it and I can't find a single thing it cant do! It's like a mini computer in my pocket.  I just love it! It was my gift to myself for all my hard work over the summer.  A girls gotta get some treats :D

The next  fun and exciting change for me is my brand new awesome HAIRCUT! I've been wanted to get this style hair cut for so long I've had to wait and wait for the front of my hair to be long enough and now it finally is so I am super happy and loving the cut! I hope you all can agree... I think it looks wonderful!

Taken by Courtney Hall

I absolutely love these changes.. I am having a blast learning to style my new do.  Enjoying the new VEIW with my new glasses and playing with my new toy. So much fun!