The End is near....

It's hard to believe that I'm about to graduate from college.. It's this scary, amazing step forward in life that leads me to think What NOW? For four years I have been a college student, attending classes, doing homework, going to club meetings, campus activities, using the campus resources, getting student discounts, and NOW in 1 week I will be a College Graduate!! I am going to be the first person in my family to have ever graduated from a four year university!! Throughout the process it felt somewhat mundane... Going to school just like "everyone" else.. but when I think about it.. Statistically not "everyone" goes to college.. But then when I also think about the resume I had to create for my Senior Seminar and all the things I had to put on there... and the fact that I have to create 2 for each of my majors.. I feel like it's been way longer than four years! 

 The hardest things about getting ready to graduate is the scary fact of what am I going to do all day? I am currently HUNTING for work like its a job but after school.. Thats all I have to do! I am so used to 6 classes to attend, 6 classes worth of homework, projects for classes and the theatre, being president of a student organization, working, and just life.. Now In reality i just have work and life! What do you do with all the extra time!?! This one day has been coming for a long time but with the reality of it sinking in as each day passes an one more class is over as one more project is completed, and as the new president of Psi Chi takes over.. I keep finding my self veged out on the couch.. Feeling like i need to be doing something and not knowing what to do... I guess I can finally work on some of those wedding things.. Since thats creeping up too!!